Sorry to all those who have tried to contact me these last few days. I think I've replied to most of them, I'll recheck later, but I should've gotten to everyone.
So... I was hospitalized.
Nothing too serious, though I was sent to the ICU and isolated for 2 days because I also happened to have a fever and I think they wanted to be cautious. Then after I was stabilized they moved me back to the general medical ward for a couple more days.
Anyways, lesson i took from this is:
★ It's ok to bother people if you're in pain
★ When you can't breathe, It's ok to bother people.
★ My family apparently thinks I'm not in pain when I'm in pain
★ Don't play down not being able to breathe.
I think the proper diagnosis they put on me was " xxx triggered severe acute asthmatic episode"
The problem is that i've never had and don't have asthma, so i didn't know i was having an 'asthmatic' attack, which i 'suffered' in silence for a good 18hrs before finally deciding that it was really kinda painful and went to the ER, where they rushed me in (usually i have to wait at least 3hrs to see a Dr.), and the Dr.s starting acting pretty panicked.
Apparently the Drs told my parents I could have died, but then again, the probability that I could die right now or any other day from an alien spaceship hurtling xxx mph towards me is about the same.
So no, I didn't feel close to death, no white light, tunnel or black hoodie man with scythe.
I'm not gonna be the stupid non-asthmatic person that died from asthma thank you very much.
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This is just a quick update for now, explaining to anyone who may care why i was gone for a while.
I WILL update this later and include all the fun-ness that is the ICU, but I'm finally home and i wanna catch up on everything.
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Again, Sorry and Thanks for missing me y'all.
Hope you're all healthy too.
And honestly, I'd be twittering if i was on my deathbed, so if you want to know when i'm actually alive or dead